280413, 11.59 p.m


It began unexpectedly, writing a text saying "good morning" to you
Your respond was quite good at first

Since then i gather my courage to keep doing it
Every morning, i think hard how would i text you

and would look forward to your respond

 

Now, it has been more than two weeks

Unconsciously it becomes a habit now

But various reasons make me to think it over
and various questions come out on and on

Did i disturb you?

Did it effect you in any matter?
Did i have to keep saying "good morning" to you?

I couldn't be so ignorant
Because it involves you, your feelings

So, I just wanna say

That for this past two weeks, I was really happy sharing morning greetings with you

I hope you keep your spirit high , and don't forget to smile (always)

Surely it will cease away your tiredness

p.s

this is the last Mas Mik

Thank you .. :)

-me-

father,
one day, a woman walked into my life
i said the most hurtful things that i can think of
and pushed her away as hard as possible
but she came to me again

this woman is very similar to who i am
i often see myself in her
she also has the scars that i have on my body
tears in my head are also filled in her heart
i'm the one who gave her the scars and the tears

i should have never met her
i should have never let her walked into my lousy life
i feel regret, father

i feel regret
...for the first time in my whole life.

-innocentman-
-selfmonolog-
-KMR-

Apakah kita selalu begitu? segala yang terberi di akhir akan selalu menjadi yang pertama di kelambu benak.

Kadang kita bahkan mengenang mereka dalam waktu yang lebih panjang. 

Sebut saja bila ada luka di akhir sebuah cerita. 

Maka romantika di masa awalnya kerap lenyap dan sirna. 

Begitu pula bila ada yang kedua maka yang pertama bersemedi di dalam lupa.

-Rizal Rizzy : part 01-

aku itu manusia
manusia itu bodoh

"sejauh yang aku ingat, aku tidak ingat kapan aku tidak mengingatmu" 

aku itu bodoh kan.

 -me-

mungkin karena apa yang kita mimpikan itu berbeda

sungguh sulit menggambarkan tentang bagaimana perasaanku sekarang

mendengar dan melihat langsung mimpimu teraih

ini mungkin karena apa yang kita mimpikan itu benar berbeda

-me-

i know love is staying beside someone we love
but now i know too that letting him go is also called love





-me-

Jadi kalau aku bisa memutar balik waktu, aku akan memilih untuk membencinya dari awal. Dari detik pertama ketika ia tersenyum dan mengulurkan tangan untuk berkenalan denganku.

Karena kalau aku membencinya, ia tidak akan bisa menyakitiku. Kita hanya bisa disakiti oleh orang-orang yang kita cintai, ya kan ?

Jadi aku memilih membencinya.
Aku memilih membencinya.

-Ika Natasha : 62-